WHAT A MOVE!!!
Gosh am not feeling too well presently, aint ill am just full of pain, anger, disgust whatever you want to call it. I hate regretting because when I do it tends to stay with me for a long time even longer than I can imagine. It’s hard to sleep even the movie I was trying to watch, I cannot concentrate because of that very move.
Today was fun, did not really do anything of high importance, it was browsing, blogging, tweeting and face booking from sunrise after my laundry till sundown when I had to step out for a church programme. On getting to the chapel I was really not happy because I had to stay outside due to my unpunctuality for the function.
My mind was never there from the beginning so after a quick search for her I left with a couple of friends for dinner. Dinner was not fun btw, I actually ate what we all know as fried rice as in the rice was fried in oil, you can sieve out 2 tablespoons of oil from my plate.
After dinner I set back to chapel for the closing prayer, lucky for me I met the prayers and she also remembered my name, after quick booting of brain I decided to walk her to her room despite she was already with a friend, these are some of the things we don’t care about when it is a crush.
There is always something to say for a talkative like me, we had a nice conversation but you know what finally happened I forgot to book a date with her. But how did I forget again, this was not the first time at least the first meeting you are forgiven but the second one no forgiveness is allowed how on earth did I make this grievous mistake. I just hope I don’t live to regret it for so long.
Right now I am in so much pain but the usual thing to do is leave it to the hands of destiny, if it is destiny our paths will cross again. Have to force myself to sleep right now so catch ya later.
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