Day 82

A Little Time Alone

“Life is a war” this was the theme of today’s message, it was actually one of the best messages I had heard in my entire life even though I took a little nap for about 15minutes, I actually wonder when I will change for the better.

Today was meant to start like any other Sunday if not for the roaring sound from the P.A as usual calling names of students who have either letter of suspension or letter of warning. I prayed deeply that my name will not fall under this category because I have suffered enough this past week, but you know the usual my name came out again this time with a strong letter of warning after I had being cleared. I could not actually sleep back neither could I think my brain was actually going through a lot , I am tired of this school but I know God will see me through, for they will chase me and never catch me cause I will flee in more ways than they expect.

Church service was very interesting; it was fully packaged with spirituality, jokes and lots more. In fact it was due to the laughter from the crowd that I got up from my slumber, I remember the preachers interview when he was actually asked a question that he had no idea of, his answer was its actually because of time that you are actually on that side of the table if not it will have being the other way round, he actually bargained to be trained on the course and he got the job, that was so hilarious.

After the service I actually had to wait for about 2hours before I could enter my room because I was locked outside, I hate anything having to do with key issues but I was able to contain myself. After entering my I rested a bit before setting out to see my little sister who eventually embarrassed me in front of her friends forming she was advising a brother who is actually older than her, she’s lucky I did not do things my way if not she will still have being sobbing from my smacks.

Reading time was actually here but I had to put something in my stomach so assimilation will be quite fast. After eating I could not resist the match that was going on, actually I wasted 30minutes of my time I could have invested. Reading went on well because I understood every bit of what was read or rather studied today.

On my way back from civil engineering building I discovered I was the only one on the stretch of road that could serve a runway for a Boeing 737 airplane. I began to think my future is actually here, its chasing me like wild fire, what do I actually want to become? How do I want my life to turn out? These were the questions I asked myself; I then thought again what am I actually good at? I know I can lie which makes me a pretender and since I can pretend I can act, that was not actually good enough I needed something more concrete, something that will make a big statement to the world like Bill Gates, he is the richest man on earth with a service he invented and has managed over the years. I do not actually want to be the richest man on earth even though I will not mind, I just want to be comfortable, I want something attached to my name. It’s time to work very hard because that is the only thing that can give birth to success.

Ehi the time is now to make an impact to my world........