STUCK TO MY CHAIR
Hurray!!! What a paper, wonderful way to start a Thursday, the exam was murdered. I cannot still find where I lost a mark to the lecturer. Shocking tip of the day, this lecturer cannot just free ma self and my buddy, so we cannot sit beside each other coincidentally.
After my paper headed straight to the library because I had not touched a line in my only 3 units course, I had to invest time because finally I wanted this to be my best. I finally beat my reading record and set a new one of 5hours straight with no nap or rest but how on earth did I do that hope aint turning into a geek.
Short siesta and I wake up only to find out am weaker than before sometimes I wonder why I cannot cheat nature. There is no inspiration to read because the whole school has finished exams and I still have 2 to go. EIE sef after 5years we are still carrying last in everything we do. Anyway the first shall be the last.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
DAY 30
THE TEMPTING BED
So great a day, after laundry decided to try a new approach of reading. So I lock myself indoors and read, and to my surprise it seems so hard because my well laid bed keeps tempting me.
I try so hard to overcome this temptation, assimilation rate is very low so two things to worry about now, uploading mode and bed temptation. This is actually the slowest I have ever read for god sakes 12 pages in 2hours 30minutes. I give up and take a quick nap which finally ends up in a dream world.
Library moment was in a way great because I share myself into three, browsing, revising and reading it’s kind of hard but trust me I did it. I just had to try my best to read so as to sleep by midnight.
So great a day, after laundry decided to try a new approach of reading. So I lock myself indoors and read, and to my surprise it seems so hard because my well laid bed keeps tempting me.
I try so hard to overcome this temptation, assimilation rate is very low so two things to worry about now, uploading mode and bed temptation. This is actually the slowest I have ever read for god sakes 12 pages in 2hours 30minutes. I give up and take a quick nap which finally ends up in a dream world.
Library moment was in a way great because I share myself into three, browsing, revising and reading it’s kind of hard but trust me I did it. I just had to try my best to read so as to sleep by midnight.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
DAY 31
EVERYTHING OF VALUE HAS A COST
Tuesday my second supposed best day of the week and the devil puts tempts me trying to shut ma eyes and system so I will miss out on the WORD.
I had little or no sleep the previous night because of tutorials for exams that the values and parameters were not even changed. With an early morning rise even before the birds got up, to a sleepy long walk to class for revision, back to the chapel for the blessings of the father for a new month, the last of this half of the year.......time is really far spent.
Looking north towards the altar the WORD is being preached,
Looking east my roommate taking notes,
Looking west wow empty purple cushions smelling of sleep,
Looking up the vent is directly on ma head pouring out cool breeze,
Looking south the fan blowing loud,
All around me is sleep. But just a leap of faith and the sleepy eyes are out after all I paid the cost for the value about to be impacted on me by being there. Anyway my paper was lovely still wondering when these lecturers will surprise me with something new.
Happy new month to you all.
Tuesday my second supposed best day of the week and the devil puts tempts me trying to shut ma eyes and system so I will miss out on the WORD.
I had little or no sleep the previous night because of tutorials for exams that the values and parameters were not even changed. With an early morning rise even before the birds got up, to a sleepy long walk to class for revision, back to the chapel for the blessings of the father for a new month, the last of this half of the year.......time is really far spent.
Looking north towards the altar the WORD is being preached,
Looking east my roommate taking notes,
Looking west wow empty purple cushions smelling of sleep,
Looking up the vent is directly on ma head pouring out cool breeze,
Looking south the fan blowing loud,
All around me is sleep. But just a leap of faith and the sleepy eyes are out after all I paid the cost for the value about to be impacted on me by being there. Anyway my paper was lovely still wondering when these lecturers will surprise me with something new.
Happy new month to you all.
DAY 32
YES YOU CAN
It’s all about self determination and self will. I was in class trying to revise my for my industrial electronics exams and my mind just dashes back all the way to 18th Oct. 2005, when I had a talk with my elder sister concerning making the most grades to achieve a first class honours.
I know I messed up along the line but I cannot really trace where my mistake or mistakes were made. Could it be my not so numerous relationships or my love for Arsenal? Jeeez I thought and thought and probably everything was traced to time mismanagement and reading out of the line...I never really concentrated on past questions, I always read even the unnecessary but? Anyway there is God.....But she told me that I had to dedicate a lot of time which I never really did, I basically trusted my instincts, studied only when exams where close.
I hate regretting but this time I have too, it came from a student of the past to a student of the present and now to the students of the future, my five years here was no joke, I will always have a story to tell, please make the right choices because every chance you get has an equal opportunity.
It’s all about self determination and self will. I was in class trying to revise my for my industrial electronics exams and my mind just dashes back all the way to 18th Oct. 2005, when I had a talk with my elder sister concerning making the most grades to achieve a first class honours.
I know I messed up along the line but I cannot really trace where my mistake or mistakes were made. Could it be my not so numerous relationships or my love for Arsenal? Jeeez I thought and thought and probably everything was traced to time mismanagement and reading out of the line...I never really concentrated on past questions, I always read even the unnecessary but? Anyway there is God.....But she told me that I had to dedicate a lot of time which I never really did, I basically trusted my instincts, studied only when exams where close.
I hate regretting but this time I have too, it came from a student of the past to a student of the present and now to the students of the future, my five years here was no joke, I will always have a story to tell, please make the right choices because every chance you get has an equal opportunity.
DAY 33
H A P P Y ! ! !
I love today, from waking up with a smiling face after thinking about my new crush, to a fantastic Sunday service, to a fantastic meal, one which I had not had in a very long time to a fantastic siester time.
I will never forget a Sunday like this, reading was so much fun, time with God was much fun at the hour of destiny. I wish everyday could be like this. Anyway I am looking forward to a better month ahead. Got to go catch ya later.
I love today, from waking up with a smiling face after thinking about my new crush, to a fantastic Sunday service, to a fantastic meal, one which I had not had in a very long time to a fantastic siester time.
I will never forget a Sunday like this, reading was so much fun, time with God was much fun at the hour of destiny. I wish everyday could be like this. Anyway I am looking forward to a better month ahead. Got to go catch ya later.
DAY 34
MY TWO IN ONE
That faithful day you were born,
Minutes before you came into this world, I prayed hard for a boy,
Only for the Doc to come out and say otherwise,
I was angry with myself for nothing,
But that could not keep the smile away from my face,
The moment I saw how cute you were,
You had finally earned your place in this world.
How I wish you can remember those days,
You were there for me as a brother,
And yet a sister at the same time,
As we grew up you did all what they never did,
We played football and video games together,
You never complained when sent on errands,
But you always annoyed me when you were stubborn,
When you cried without tears,
I wondered which world you came from.
But till today I am jealous of you,
You have got the brains,
Even when you do not read you pass,
How do you do it???
And now 16 years later,
You have well-matured and grown into a lady,
I am happy for you.
Thanks for being a brother and a sister to me.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN
That faithful day you were born,
Minutes before you came into this world, I prayed hard for a boy,
Only for the Doc to come out and say otherwise,
I was angry with myself for nothing,
But that could not keep the smile away from my face,
The moment I saw how cute you were,
You had finally earned your place in this world.
How I wish you can remember those days,
You were there for me as a brother,
And yet a sister at the same time,
As we grew up you did all what they never did,
We played football and video games together,
You never complained when sent on errands,
But you always annoyed me when you were stubborn,
When you cried without tears,
I wondered which world you came from.
But till today I am jealous of you,
You have got the brains,
Even when you do not read you pass,
How do you do it???
And now 16 years later,
You have well-matured and grown into a lady,
I am happy for you.
Thanks for being a brother and a sister to me.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN
DAY 35
FRIENDS FOR LIFE
Friends in need are friends indeed......But show me your friend and I will tell you who you are, I guess I don’t believe in that or rather am not a fan of that line. We are just attracted to people who have like characteristics with us, and when we get along we are peer pressured just to feel among.
Twenty friends don’t play together for twenty years but friends can play together forever. But the truth is that my present friends are going to be kept till eternity so too bad if you are not one of them because good friends like me are hard to find, most of all I thank God for the ones close to me.
Today was necessarily stressful and frustrating, not one of the best Fridays I have had in a long time. No exams today but it was not still a day of rest, a lot of knowledge still had to be taken in either by force or by cramming.
Friends in need are friends indeed......But show me your friend and I will tell you who you are, I guess I don’t believe in that or rather am not a fan of that line. We are just attracted to people who have like characteristics with us, and when we get along we are peer pressured just to feel among.
Twenty friends don’t play together for twenty years but friends can play together forever. But the truth is that my present friends are going to be kept till eternity so too bad if you are not one of them because good friends like me are hard to find, most of all I thank God for the ones close to me.
Today was necessarily stressful and frustrating, not one of the best Fridays I have had in a long time. No exams today but it was not still a day of rest, a lot of knowledge still had to be taken in either by force or by cramming.
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